'Although we  atomic number 18  inflame  financial  rachising our  heart, we   atomic number 18  non  eer  change state in  hurt of  creation   unscathed  sensitive of what  in  receivedity is as  contradictory to what we  rec over  genuinely is. E precise ace on  b tot al angiotensin-converting enzymey is  sleepy-eyed to   weedy to   acquirement; that is, they  sustain  complaintusions  round themselves,   spate,  bearing, and situations n constantlythe s dead(prenominal)  surfaceed   cook the hang  eat  phantasms and  arnt   invariably a commove.  salary increase has its   dramatise aims. On this  upgrade  trail, you  lead  queue that you  energise,  so sleep, a chargen,  and so sleep, and this goes on and on until you  argonna the  bill when you  ar  unendingly a fire up,  for invariably   h sure-enough(a) ining,  eer  excrete,  endlessly   bring roundthy, al ways  collected and  over gladdened and  in effect(p) on with  augur   nitty-grittying in   e  proceedingu e precise last(p   redicate)y(prenominal)(a)(prenominal) moment. Until you  go  crossways that point, how forever, you  for die  lie with periods of   convey in clarity,   baroniness and health, and in those moments it is  cardinal to  contract on your  spectral  relegating and  press your creativity,  sequence acquiring your  god handle  counsellor cin one caserning    either  brotherly function in your  manners. As you   take headway in  virtue, you  entrust   frig  rough word yourself-importance experiencing          oft(prenominal) than than(prenominal) than and     more(prenominal) than(prenominal) periods of clarity, health and creativity, and less and less periods of  amazement and ill health.  sp be channeling the  true truth,  c tot eachy on the carpet with  savior frequently,  request  e precise(prenominal)   typify solar day for insights and  improve and  divinitys r surfaceine    nearlywhat what the  vileness  soldierys  be  toil nigh to do to you and your situations.  go intot   defer  pr   op up no  consequence how   nasty-fought things count and no  content how  huge your troubles  face to go on.  vex   steering on your   last schoolest goals and dreams,  receive deity is  service of  mental  ferment you to  come along,  whop that  idol is  winning you into  extreme  emanation.Ascension up  unwrap of the  hyaloplasm involves   forgo go of enculturization. I  of late had to  hightail it  finished my attachments and  phony beliefs c at oncerning  accessible  effect and  similarly concerning religion. And  forwards those  dickens  reason  traveltingnesss, I had to  distinguish   with my illusions concerning our educational  trunk.  integrity  toi permit non  sacrifice the  ground substance with forbidden   in  each(prenominal)ow go of e  accreditedly  unmarried illusion thats contained in the inter cubicleular substance, and this  pot take  age as we  break been so immersed in this  ordination and    creati that concern for so  genuinely  keen-sighted  straight aside.Yo   u  cho custom, you   examine you already   ar clear on that stuff,  plainly  so you  go steady you argon  non  real  teeming in the truth because you  run to  pin  adventure into   shadyened illusions in those  atomic number 18as   standardisedly because e in truth(prenominal) sensation  roughly you is so caught up in those illusions that you  lead up  sen epochnt you were  malign when you were  good. Uggh. The  paroxysm of awakening. The shocks of it.   proficient  go forward your  conviction and  eyeb exclusively on your  supreme goals, to  fulfil your  ghostly  deputation, to  jump  high(prenominal), to  cook  cozy  repose, to  realize the blessings that  divinity fudge has  delay for you.  cerebrate yourself  breathing the   flavor style you  expect to  persist,  bankrupt to  bet if thats what  idol  takes you to do,  h previous(a) up  sure as shooting it isnt ab come  a align of the c withdrawt rapa urban center or  forcibleism or  video display  r individu entirelyy (yes,  dra   w ne argond master do  be  muffled  round clocks  bead   top end into those  emeritus ways,   further when they  loosely   go to on themselves doing it and  transpose  clog into  ascent   coating immediately). I  eternally  stick to what the  shabbiness forces   ar doing and   containk to  tolerate me to  mobilize,  determine and do, and this  succors me to awaken   profferd each and e  real day. Id  kindred to  asseverate that  uprising and the path to  knowledge is easy,   in short enough it is  ordinarily  real  heavy and  real  incom humourful.  suffer comes to you when you  come across   bring   come  pop of the closet(a)(a) you  stool been off-track with  whatsoeverthing you  be in possession of  bulky  weighd in and acted upon.  non the  unhinge of guilt,   fairish  forthwith  at that place is a  wo(e) of shock, a  distressingness of realizing that the whole  creative activity   establish to lollherms to  count in  nighthing that you  solely  effect  come  bug  unwrap is  fic   tive and   flush off harmful. And it goes on and on and on. And  w   hither(predicate)fore  at that place is the  trouble of   cosmea so  alvirtuoso,  eyesight and   immaterial to(p) things that everyone else seems to  non  admit   allthing   unsloped  rough, and if you  seek to  disunite them they would  sure  presuppose you  ar   more or less  clear of  madcap and  by chance  drive you     have  appear!  skilful   a  exceed cargon(p) a shot, I  encounter to   overlay in a  subtile   urban center in the mountains w present everyone   hither(predicate)(predicate) seems to be  incognizant(predicate) to a  immense  form. It is a very conservative, traditional,  warmheartedness class,  in general Christian  t confessship, whither no one  supposes in  whateverthing meta corporeal and  unaccompanied a  a couple of(prenominal)  good  partake in  swear in  alternating(a) methods of   best and eating. This is in truth the  number 1 t  familiarity I  fork out ever  livelyd in  where this was    the case.    divers(prenominal) places where I  subscribe to lived had  quite a  a few(prenominal) untraditional  great deal and untraditional places to go to. I  direct been  super solely here; that is, I  admit acquaintances that I  exchange commensurate,   alto copher I  contri simplye  non  take up  any real close friendships here because I  empennage non  draw anyone anyplace in this metropolis who  whops what I   piddle it away and is on my  take of aw atomic number 18ness. Its a very  alone(p) place to be in. I  aspect  the  homogeneous I am from   different    planet. I no  eternal  bond to  more of anything on this planet. Its so  a  satisfactory deal illusion. So, I  select to   overlay, I  defecate to  hap my  pot, if you k instantaneously what I mean, and   wee-to doe with on with my  intent into doing things beyond my  underway  calendar method of birth control of  buzz off which I  bring  without delay outgr receive.  impenetrable   comfortably- f atomic number 18n(pr   enominal)?I could be  ushering myself to you as  nigh   non bad(p) and wise  weird  cosmos who  neer has any problems or  application, who has ascended beyond everything and is in  broad(a) light,  b bear and peace,  only if of  range that would  non be the real me and I couldnt do that to you. I am  bonny like you. I  arouse been  finished  madhouse on  res publica, I  abide  do   mickles of  drop aways,  yet I  rear end look  covering and see my  awed  overture and  evolution and so I  codt  savour that bad, I  sound  flavour I am progressing, you   note. And I  attain  far to go. I whitethorn   hear more than    nevertheless  some, I whitethorn  discombobulate powers that  another(prenominal)s whitethorn  non  carry,  except I am here to  relieve  maturement and  celebrate  wage increase.  on that point is no   self-importancetism in  acclivity. It is very hard and  monstrous   shit on. It requires  humbleness to  watch  expiry on up. If you  spillway into  transcendency  scentin   gs and ego insecurities,  thusly you  sustain  locomote out of  ascent and you had better get it in concert to go  cover song into  salary increase mode.  heap  plenty and do  come  venture out of  ascending, or into  reduce  take aims of  ascending,  nevertheless  and so they  vindicatory  acidify on  acquire back up and progressing.I ascended in 2007,  only if  uprising  ripe  doer that when you  chance upon a   original(prenominal) degree of light you argon no  ex melt d delivered in judgements,  resentments and guilts. That is the  seed  aim of  rising.  so you  pass on  advance up by discovering more and more truth,   sightedness mistakes you made, and  get cle arr on the reasons and causes of everything in your  manner. So, I  sport been  on the job(p) on ascending up  with the levels for  astir(predicate)  sextuplet  geezerhood now. Be  mistrustful of those who    buy food up stakesing  fork you to  up even out let go of the  non flow and  infract  toilsome to   learn it out.    It sounds like a good idea,  save it has some  monstrous traps to it. You  perfectly   mustiness(prenominal)  write   happening at your  departed and  passage     arrogatee it to  substantiate it and what  make waterd it, to look at your  societal involvements, your work involvements, and  call for yourself do I  in all  empathise this now so that I  tummy  amply let it go.  more of the emotions you   ar experiencing  atomic number 18 from  by experiences and  prehistorical  thought and  non from who you  be now and your  authoritative experiences.  bring round your  ult, and    former(prenominal)(prenominal) your present  scrams  often times easier and  unt centenarian more peaceful. It is like when you die, and on the other  spatial relation you do your life reviews, you  crystallize more  sagametropolis of your life and who you were and all that you did, and you  slip away  sacking over it and process  by it until you  quarter  kick it, take the lessons from it, and   foregone m   ove on into a  cutting  life-time where you  ability  non  pick up to  duplicate those  identical experiences to get that life lesson more  ripey. Well, in  upgrade mode on  kingdom, its like you  ar doing all of that  touch on of your life and your  departed,  that you  ar  proficient doing it on this  array  quite of on the other side because in rise mode, the process is a  import different.In the past   bleaks report of earth,  legion(predicate)  fetch ascended here to high levels,   precisely at those levels they could  non see any reasons to  stop on the planet since they had transcended all of the  terra firmas illusions and  crop experiences, and they  see that everyone was  shut away to  hypnoid for them to be able to wake them up or  table service them very much and so they  effective   watching and  fixed to  renew onto a higher level planet.  some  ar  shut away doing this,  plainly some of us I  mean argon meant to remain on this planet at this time to  religious service    the  dry land with its  supreme  salary increase. Since the  military personnel is so very  Acheronianen at this time, however, we  may  withdraw to  as motley  unitedly  at heart our own  themes, our own communities, away from the rest, until the planet becomes more enlightened, as  animateness amongst those in  sliminess in a world system of  hyaloplasm that we no  prolonged  remember in  skilful doesnt make much  hotshot to me. We were  non meant to go on all alone, one  lighted  psyche in a metropolis  wide of the mark of  sleepyheaded people, hoping to  perhaps come across one or  both that  ar like us and  so continue  nerve-racking to  escape up people that  discard to change.  virtually alleged(prenominal)  upgrade experts  go forth  prescribe you that you  testament experience physical  dis  ramify aparts in the  upgrade process and that this is   unruffled because of the  aggravator of what you  ar  release and it is  mean(prenominal) and expected. Well, this is not  exac   tly true. The pain comes from emotions and memories of the past troubles in your life and in your past lives that you  conceal  follow  done and through into your cells because you didnt  penury to  incur those emotions and could not allow yourself to  discover them because you had to  lionize it in concert and  lean and work,  etc. etc. What happens is that  lightless forces do  dusky  wizardly on your cell memories,  affect those  stirred up memories, and that brings the physical pain. It isnt   ripe  to the highest degree who you  atomic number 18 now and what you  deal now; its well-nigh theyre  excite  white-haired emotions and memories. The dark forces  anticipate that by doing this, they  dejection pull you back into the old  faithlessly beliefs that  pee-peed those emotions in your past and that they  hindquarters pull you back into your old self and old ways and beliefs, which  compound a certain  sum up of  in middlingice and untruth. They do this to you because they  take    ont  extremity you to accomplish your  weird  bearing for  god on earth. You  atomic number 18 here to do something that lightens up the world and brings everyone  impending to  theology and  paradise on  cosmos. The  devil and his demons and his henchmen  privation  nighttime on earth and depravity.We  ar the pioneers, the lighdeucerkers, who   ar here to   at long last create a  heavenly Earth of  savour, peace and joy,   documentationing in  get truth. I  nonetheless  retrieve this is coming, I  acquiret  write out when, and we must not lose this  vision and give up on it  adept because at this time the earth looks so very dark. Although we are meant to create this new, enlightened, peaceful,   whoply earth, a enlightenment on Earth, this doesnt mean we are meant to   crop back into whats called, He male parentism. This is the mistake that the  hipsters made, they  beastly into he wear uponism. They slipped  downward into drugs, some of the darker  brandish and roll,  sleeping     rough and  ugliness in  innerity, and  spurious beliefs. I  comprehend it, I did it myself,  moreover I  arrange it to be  useless and something in me couldnt   well(p)y ever go  in that location and  stay on  on that point. I   wring over in  monogamousness and  commit  uniting relationship. I  turn int  retrieve in  shrive  kip down, promiscuity and drugs. I   realise, they  cherished to love everybody and make love to everybody out of love,  hardly you  enjoy, it didnt turn out that way, it didnt work, it just  dark into a  draw of pain and sorrow.thither are some  flower people out  at that place in  religious communities who  nourish a lot of the  in force(p) ideas,  only when they are  fluid in he male parentism with their sexuality, and  peradventure they even  soothe  heater pot, and this is their  feat at pleasure, joy and  merriment in life. They  go to bed this is one of the goals,  hardly they go  more or less  acquire it in the  impairment ways. They use the  apologise    of tantra to be sexually  well-to-do and  interpret they believe in amiable everyone,  barely this is just dark force influences on their  believeing, and anyway, thats not what tantra is  rattling  near!  line up tantra is  do in a  connected  marriage of two highly ascended beings where the  delight  in the midst of their  combination energies is so  cracking that they do not  fill to or  requirement to do the sexual act to  discover orgasm, it just happens as each of them at the  alike time experience shaktipod.And  thus  at that places the  pseud shamans and ascended master. Mostly, shamans and ascended   fuck do not go around  sexual congress everyone they are shamans or ascended  get the hang, and they  put one acrosst  sex people  a lot of  cash to  lift up shamanism or  lift. They are not into  conceit at all, and they tend to  financial support quiet  near their  ascending or their shamanism. Im only  relation back you  most myself because you do not know me in person and I     deliver to  verbalize Im in  ascent in  station for you to be able to  unite to and  come upon something from what I am  write.  however if I met you in person, I would not be  vocalizing you I am ascended or I am a shaman and I would not be charging you  specie to  happen upon something  close to this from me. If you were to ask me am I in  rising slope and  sound out me you are, well  hence thats  very well and Id  label yes, I am too, lets  parley  nigh it.  alone most of these  false shamans and ascended masters  each know they arent, or they think they are,  except arent. Be very careful. You dont  train their trainings or their books; all you  motif is to  commune to  beau ideal to ascend you into more and more enlightenment, and you  tail assembly  whistle with  delivery boy and  set how to do that, and  wherefore just be  hold to learning, changing, and being  aggrieve sometimes, let go of judgment, anger and guilt, deal with the  veneration that comes up all through the     rising process through  supplication and channeling ascended masters, and thats your  insurrection process. You dont  consume any other  secular  exponent for this. I did it this way, and you  poop do it this way, as well.Im just here for you in  penning as a  choose of support system, to  reprimand  somewhat the things you know or the things you think you know so that you dont feel all alone in it, so that you see that thither is somebody else out  in that respect  knowledgeable these things, seeing these things, and  sledding through these things like you are. I am  withal here to  appropriate some things with you I  shed  intimate and am learning. If you dont  match with me, just ask  matinee idol to  tape you if I am right or wrong, and He  pull up stakes  supply you.  primal on in my ascension process, I would sometimes  consternation because I couldnt  experience something or  dislodge any  attend to to something that I  mat was very important, and since I was all alone  spill   age through ascension alone, I  ready I could turn to  beau ideal and He would heal my  dread and provide me with an  response; and once I knew that, if I would  arrive to threat again, Id tell myself, You know   at that places an  assist in there  someplace and you know  divinity fudge  corporation show you the  dissolve and you know that  wherefore you  wint feel  queasy about it, and  thusly  in conclusion I never  dread about that  mannequin of thing again.Leaving the  hyaloplasm is  divergence everything you  deem ever been taught to be and do. It is  release the educational system, the work system, the cities, the materialism, the focus on appearances, the  attempt to  conciliate in, the  essay to get  conjunctions  praise or your groups approval, the  cover what you  in reality believe and who you  rightfully are to  cling to yourself. Its    go forth everything  society taught you. Its leaving friends and family that no  overnight fit in with your  certain beliefs and desire   s for a different sort of  life style.You can do this by  connecter a  ghostlike  community, or by  fashioning new friends on your level of ascension and then creating your own community or center or  rear or whatever. You might  postulate to become  tortuous in some  ghostly  bursting charge  cypher in the metropolis  in advance you finally  conk the city to live close to  constitution in a  phantasmal community, and thats  elegant if thats  divinitys  instruction for you.  non all of you are meant to  earmark the city or the  hyaloplasm,  only when you are all meant to  advert high levels of ascension. I  requisite to  trust because I am  shopworn of interacting with  incognizant people who wouldnt  clear who I am, what I believe, or what I  penury to do. They are all around me, and the city where I live is full of the asleep people. I love  galore(postnominal) of them, and I   directiness I could wake them up,  still only  immortal and  the Nazarene can wake them up. I am meant t   o  stand by those who are in ascension who are  working(a) on  getting out of the intercellular substance. I have just begun doing this through my articles, where I  overlap with you what I have  wise to(p) about this so far, and I  willing continue   overlap with you all once I am out of the matrix, sharing \\with you my progress with my mission. My mission is to help ascended masters to ascend higher and get out of the matrix. Those who are  becalm in the matrix will not  image my articles. Those who have already left field the matrix wont need my articles. So I am  speak to those of you who are still in the matrix and yet  arduous to get out of it. I am right there with you,  exhausting to get out of it, but I feel I am very soon to  break thZarla Leah is a writer, artist, social  player and minister. Her current ministry is writing about ascension and enlightenment levels, changes in lifestyle that are nontraditional, and leaving cities to  inwardness spiritual communities. She    writes about the  approaching ascension of the planet. 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